Ugh

I'm back up to 151.8lbs. I have to get back on the fitness train if I want to be 130lbs by Christmas. I was feeling kind of sick today, so I gave myself a pass at the needed exercise.

Today dragged a bit, but I'm trying to stay upbeat and improve my teaching while improving upon myself as well. All without stressing out, of course! I'm hoping to sleep this thing off and be able to work out tomorrow along with organize my apartment. It's still got the "I just moved in, if you need something check all the bags and boxes" look.

I'm searching for ways to make my French fantastic and get my violin playing in gear over the next year--podcasts are my current mode of exploration, blogs and e-books will be added in next.

I should be off to bed, but had to vent my frustration that my laziness is kicking my fitness plans out.

Tomorrow is another day! I can shed these pounds if I really want to. I can be fit, French-fluent and a musical wonder. I can be a fun teacher within this system that is beating me into the rote machine that I dread.